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Alright, So I am now officially on hormones!!!

2009-09-16T13:56:48Z

I figgered now is as good a time as any to restart my meager blogging.
I started hormone replacement therapy last night. I am on a testosterone blocker called Spirotine, of which I take 200mg every day, and an estradiol supplement called Progynova, of which I take 4 mg. I guess I am gonna document the changes to my body and mind that take place, but don't take that as I will update very little often, I think I am gonna make this a weekly thing.
Right now I just feel funny, but I am sure it's all in my head.
And for everyone who is worried bout me, don't I got these meds form a very reputable internet website, that shipped them in an unmarked bottle from New Zealand.

Ok, so I lost my phone and my internet last weekend,

2009-06-18T00:50:52Z

As of a couple hours ago I have both now, but it's not MY phone, rather we now have a home phone. It's the same number that it was when we used to have one, so if any of you still have it feel free to give me a call, I don't have anyone's NO. anymore.
I still need a job bad, my tooth is now worse, it broke a little more the other day,
I'm addicted to vampire wars on facebook.
that's all the news of me, cee you bitchlosers on the flip side.

Wow, 5 weeks.

2009-05-20T18:40:19Z

Yesterday, I had a stomach bug. It made me sicker than I have been in at least 4 years. I could not keep down WATER, let alone any food. I also had diahrea for the first few hours, but not eating or drinking anything dries that up pretty quickly. I was able to keep ginger ale down after midnight(I didn't get any sleep until noon) I am pretty certain I am physically capable of eating now, which is good, because I do not remember ever being any hungrier than I am now.
I guess I haven't posted an entry since I moved. Which pretty much means that living in the same town as my friends makes me not an introvert.
But, introverted or not. I am gonna try to write entries more often.

I GIVE IT A 37 OUT OF TEN!

2009-04-11T03:30:18Z

I saw DragonBall Evolution today, it was fucking great. The only thing I didn't like was the dicks who sat in front of me and shouted at the screen.
They made alot of changes, and I fully understand why they made almost every one. Not that it makes a difference to me, because I went into the film without prejudice, my judgement is in no way based on how similar it was to the source material, and rather how enjoyable of a an expierience I had watching it.
Goku was an american, but get the fuck over it, he is supposed to be a space alien who was adopted as a baby by a karate master, what about that says he should look japanese?
I heard online that Roshi was not going to be perverted, but don't worry he was.
The Oozaru was smaller(I am so shocked that Oozaru is considered a word by either mozilla or livejournal) but it worked really well into the story.
Yamcha was in it, I didn't know at all that he was, but I knew it was him the second I saw it, and it was spot on.
They made the film alot more serious than the original anime, but never lost the over the top martial arts parody aspect of it, everyone's backround story was shortened for time and they combined the first season with the Picolo saga.
They didn't change anyone's name, and they didn't add any new characters, except maybe the teenagers goku beats up in the beginning, goku was also setn up as an older teen who went to high school, to make him more identifiable to a new audience. My only issue was that he didn't have a tail, having a tail would have added nothing to the story, but damnit, it could have been done.
The special effects were not great, but they certainly weren't bad, capsule corp thing kind of fold out instead of appear in a cloud of smoke, it makes this Idea alot more serious and realistic than in the original.
Characters were removed(for time, they have nothing to add but another story arc) this includes Krillin, Tien, and both oolong and puar)there were no animal people, fu and mai were sort of combined, making Mai more ninja like.).
The fights were excellent, especially in the beginning where there was more punches and kicks and less balls of energy(I know the energy makes it dragonball, but from a basis of just how good of a movie this was, the regular fights were better.).
Plus it ends on a cliffhanger, here's hoping for a gaggle of sequels.
Bye~Bee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5

2009-04-04T21:02:45Z

What's up party people.
I got new glasses yesterday and I took some low quality pics with my phone!!!!

I have become obsessed with the Cartoon network series, Batman: The Brave and the Bold because it's just utterly insane. It just seems like an unintentional parody of Batman, All the villains are insane, and not Literally insane, like Batman's actual villains, but just insane in a literary way, like how a publisher would ask a writer "What the fuck were you on when you wrote this shit". All the villains tend to have godlike powers and come from space or another dimension, but yet still blame batman for them becoming evil. Regardless of how strong they are batman beats them always, because, unlike other versions of batman, where he had no superpowers, this version happens to have EVERY SUPERPOWER batman is just superhumanly strong, fast, and smart displays abilities like astral projection and the operation of an alien spacecraft that he had never seen before, and he knows everything about everything, also he can breath in space, sometimes he puts on a mask when in space but he doesn't always. Finally, batman does not just have a sword, but he has a collapsable glowing green magic sword, that seems to fit in his belt, now, it's a big fucking belt, but really, a sword, if he really needs a sword he can't bring one, he has to have one specially made to somehow fit inside his belt, just so he can hide it, because it's so well hidden, his FLUORESCENT YELLOW BELT. BATMAN ROCKS.

In other news, I went to the pizza parlor today, aside from getting pizza it also made my day, the clerk told me I looked just like her little sister.
well that's it for now, se y'all next week.
Bye~bee!

I lied about the medicine.

2009-03-29T02:55:04Z

I feel super fucking fantastic now!
all my symptom are gone, and my tooth does not hurt.
Also I am at the point in tiredness where you just feel silly rather than sleepy.
Fuck I wanna do something now, have a fucking coffee and go out, but I live in the the burbs and I can't drive, plus I haven't showered today(DON'T STARE AT ME LIKE THAT, YOU DO THE SAME THING WHEN YOU"RE SICK).
Fuck, man, I need a girlfriend or something.
Well that's all for tonight I guess, Maybe, we'll see.
Bye~BEE!!!!!!!!!

God Damn,

2009-03-29T01:39:08Z

I'm fucking sick as a dog.
Too sick to play video games, blehhhhh.
Also my tooth is hurting again, I didn't have the cash to get the motherfucker pulled.
I have had this cold for weeks, it must be the fucking flu or something. The medicine gets rid of my stuffy nose, but not the tiredness or the overall shitty feeling.
Maybe I will get my tooth pulled with my meager ass tax return, if somebody does not get me proper dental care for my birthday, which would be fucking awesome as shit.
I need a cuddle, but my sisters cat is being a bitch.
Bye~bee!

I almost forgot to stick a subject here.

2009-03-27T07:45:49Z

So what's up LJ.
My mom called me in the middle of the day today. SHE WOKE ME THE FUCK UP. but that's Karma, since I woke her with my confession yesterday.
She wanted me to know that she understood what I was talking about when I called her last night, and that we can discuss it later.
on the bright side, she got the apartment, and I am prolly moving back to SCRANTON on the twelfthish.
I NEED A JOB AS SOON AS I GET THERE.
IF YOU HAVE ONE LET ME KNOW.
also, anuses, discuss.

So it's been a while.

2009-03-26T05:40:02Z

It took forever, but I finally came out to my mother. She said she wants me to be happy.
I have a facebook now, which creates problems of it's own. My cousin Abby added me, and as much as I love her(along with the rest of my family) I am scared shitless that she figgered out that I am a girl now, it's pretty obvious, my name being Mandii on facebook, and I have not hung out with her enough to know how trustworthy she is gonna be with this information, soon her parents will know, then my father will know.
Anyway, I am feeling pretty good about myself, my mom got the apartment and I will be moving back to scranton after the eight probably.
Well, I need to end this post because I can't think of anything to say anymore.

Batter Blased!!!!

2009-03-22T22:10:51Z

My sister and I made spray can pancakes. It was fucking awesome as hell.
I ate them, then I took a nap.
I was supposed to go to the store. But I am too lazy to take a shower.

Adam is making dinner today.
I don't have a shitload of shit to talk about.
Oh right, me and my sis had a "Conversation" today.
She knows I wanna be called Mandii now.

New glasses!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-20T17:53:03Z

First of all, I would like to apologize for my last post.
This isn't gonna be one of those pathetic blogs where all I ever do is tell y'all about my problems and whatnot.
Aneeway. there is a whole new album of picture on my myspace, (www.myspace.com/putsthegodingodzilla) and they all feature me wearing my new glasses and rocking the ponytail/pretend bangs that are just Oh so Hip.
This will also call for a new display pic on LJ that I am sure will come soon enough, but gimme a fucking break, I'm lazy and I have been up to alot of shit.
Pretty soon I will be doing my taxes, which means talking to my mom, which means telling her I am a girl, so wish me luck honkies(If there are black people who reads this blog let me know and I will make a correction).

I may post again today, I ordered pizza and it came with soda. I don't get an awful lot of caffeine.
Bye~bee!
P.S. New pic added.

Cowardly little girl.

2009-03-19T19:28:54Z

Yesterday I went and picked up my new glasses. There will be new pics following eventually. Anyway Adam and I went to Old Navy, not that I particularly like old navy, but I need new clothes. I should have bought something, I wanted to buy something. But it's was just too new. I'll get used to being a girl some day, but right now it's hard, it's scary.
I think I am gonna have to tell my mom, before I move in with her. Which means it can't be in person. But I don't want all these issues to surface as soon as I move in, taking care of a kid again is gonna be hard enough. I think she want's me to cut my fucking hair.
I don't wanna look like a Dyke. Not that I am not one, I just don't wanna LOOK like one. I just don't get lesbian style, I've pretended I was a dude long enough.
I sent my mom a recent pic of me, Hoping that she would ask some questions. With enough questions all I will have to do is say yes a couple times, yes isn't hard to say. At least it's easier than "Mom, I think i'm a fucking girl."
Yes I say fuck to my mom, she says it to me.

Sometimes I feel that I post too often, and sometimes it's like I don't post often enough.
Other peoples livejournals are shorter, or longer than mine. There should be more guidelines to make this easier.

Rockin' the Suburbs!

2009-03-18T05:11:47Z

My brother in law bought Rock Band for his Xbox 360 today. As pleased as we are with it, Sheila (sort of) yelled at him for it. Anyway, we played for a good 2 hours, he did drums, I did everything else(we only have one guitar.) Sheila played the sims, and sang along to Bon Jovi. Our band is called Granuloma Because we watch too much House M.D. .
Anyway, I don't know if you can play Co-op online with rock band 1 but my gamertag is Q08149X and if any of my friends wanna add the shit out of me, I'd be enamored by it. I'm fucking starved for social contact.
Why the fuck doesn't hitting tab make a first line indent, do paragraphs function differently in the blogosphere?
This is taking me super long to write, LOL.
I just realized I am wearing headphones but the music has long since ended.
I've already way surpassed Adam, he plays drums on easy, I play both guitar and vocals, simultaneous on hard mode(sometimes medium singing) and I know what you are thinking, "Oh right, there was a subject to this post." but you're wrong, well at least mostly wrong.
So how was everybody's Saint Patrick's day?
Bye~bee!
P.S.: Sheila is my sister, Adam is her husband.

It's a blog!!!!

2009-03-16T14:57:36Z

I decided to start a Blog, this is gonna be fun, it'll be a lot more fulfilling than playing Team Fortress 2 or browsing porn.
For those of you who don't know me(and most of you do, I'm sure.) I'm Mandii(it's short for Amanda.) I am a transgendered girl, and I am just about nineteen, I'm kind of an Indy or Punk chick, but not really, I like run on sentences, I want to be a comedienne, or an actress(I would settle for waitress in this economy). I currently live in Connecticut, with my sister and her Husband, but I plan on moving back in with my mother in Pennsylvania very soon. I was super bored when I wrote this. I am an atheist, like a super duper atheist, and I like to argue. I don't always like to argue, but it'll seem that way anyway(I'm prone to getting into arguments even if I don't want to.). I am very curious as to how long these blog posts are supposed to be, because I am kind of rambling now. Leave me comments or send some messages or whatever you do in response to blog posts on Livejournal(This is my first time) cause I am getting a little hungry and I have to go.
Bye~bee!
P.S.: I just realized I have to warn about my adult content, and out of laziness to not want to reread what I wrote and yet a principle not to lie: Fucking cunt!
LOL, I'm a fun person.